Thursday, August 31, 2006

I am sick of the college party mentality

I have been in college for like 3 weeks and already I am ready to get out. This party mentality that seems to be instilled into the college brain is outragous. Nobody should stay up till 3 in the fucking morning making as much loud as possible so the ones TRYING to sleep can't.

Right now I am dealing with the issue in a ghandi sort of way..well, not really, but more of just...idk...I posted a sign on my door that lists what time quiet hours are and what quiet hours constitutes.

I am excited to hear the response to the sign tomorrow. I am hoping they tear it down or write bitch or something on it...b/c well, that would make my day.

I am sorry, that I am the only one on this floor who learned manors. Actually, I am not!

And yes, call me a bitch if you want. I want to have fun just as much as the next person but more in a humane manor.

I mean sure I will drink, but in a social sort of way. I guess you could call what they do social drinking, but when social drinking crosses the line of I just want to get pissed, it isn't the same. Ya, I will admit that the rush of alchohol to your brain does have a nice numbing feeling (remember all my drinking I have done legally) but I could never see myself get pissed drunk. I think in my life I will only get pissed drunk ONCE and that is on my 21st birthday. I am going to do it in my own home on my own time. Hell, I will prolly even do it with my parents (mainly b/c I would have to wait until after finals and such).

I guess I was taught in a world of "mass decision making" to think for myself. It seems a lot of us, missed that lesson. Maybe it was the depression I went through through most of my childhood. Maybe my parents really did know what they were doing. or MAYBE my IQ is higher then the rest of the people on my floor..or I just use it in the right manor.

I think their mommies and daddies should quit paying for the college education, then they will learn just how lucky they are to be here. My parents are paying for mine..and I know how much they are struggling.

Maybe it is my trip to Russia that taught me how forunate I am to have such oportunities to better myself

Maybe we will never know.

But I should go try to get in like 3 hours of sleep. I don't even know why I should even TRY to sleep tonight. I am just sooooo annoyed with them, I am not even sure I could.

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