Pent Up and ready to bust out

I just have to say, it is cold in here..but that is okay, I have the window open, it should be cold :-D

Hahaha, my life has become so habitual, I totally just signed on vent without even thinking. It is just a habit, check facebook, if I have yahoo mail-check it, check ravelry discussion boards (replay if necessary or write one if I feel like it), check wsu mail, change facebook status if necessary, check ventrilo status to see if Brandon is on, if Brandon is on-sign in to ventrilo, not-dont

Blah, so yeah...I can't sleep. It might have something to do with being "pent" up in the dorms for the last few days with nothing but a study guides, the same tv shows and cleaning to keep me company.

It is nice if someone is on aim that will talk to me..that breaks up the monotony..tomorrow, I will be probably helping out a friend studying for the algebra final..so that should be fun. Maybe I will go for a walk....idk

Like I said I have a lot on my mind. I am stressing out about my upcoming finals, stressing out about the cleaning/packing I still need to do, fretting about little things, strange things that I thought I had packed back in the far recesses of my brain are surfacing and threatening to take over...I keep having conversations with people I wish I could ACTUALLY have in real life in my head

So of course, I need a place to store it all so I can sleep..so this is my therapy. After some typing here, I will probably do some yoga breathing and do one of my "happy place" relaxation times to help me sleep.

Hmm...so um ya. My math final is Saturday, I understand the study guide about 80%, hopefully I won't totally f' it up on test day.

The test I am actually REALLY stressing about is my Political Parties test. He asks such bizaire things and almost all of the test will be essay. I DO NOT do strong on essay tests. I am the rest essay writer on the planet. My thoughts are too jumbled up in my head for them to make sense when I write them...plus, I can't spell for shit. I used to be able to spell, but then the computer screwed me all up

TECHNOLOGY is evil...f'd up my math skills, f'd up my spelling........You would think the amount I read I would be able to spell...nope...struggle with that

Random thought: Xanga looks really, really weird no

Well, I think my brain is beginning to drain and I finally able to sleep..hopefully

I will keep my computer on just in case I need to come back to it for some occupying time.